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Saturday, 27 March 2010,22:22

its ENOUGH!

YOU ONLY CARE ABOUT HER, WHATEVER THAT I SAY THAT YOU MAKE ME ANGRY AND UPSET, YOU WOULD SAY THAT IS I MAKE YOU ANGRY, THAT IS WHY YOU GAVE ME COLD SHOULDER. IF YOU ARE UNHAPPY WITH ME, JUST SAY! YOU SAY ME AND HER ARE DIFFERENT COS SHE WILL CARE ABOUT HOW YOU FEEL, I DUN KNOW WHEN TO STOP. IF I DUN CARE ABOUT HOW YOU FEEL, I DUN TREAT YOU LIKE A FRIEND. THEN IT WOULD NOT HURT SO MUCH IN MY HEART. ITS TRUE THAT ME AND HER ARE DIFFERENT. WHEN SHE COMES, YOU WOULD TALK TO HER, SHE IS YOUR FIRST PRIORITY, AND ME, I AM HER SUBSITUBE. TO YOU, I AM LIKE SHIT, SHE WILL ALWAYS COME BEFORE ME. WHEN I AM HURT BY YOU, YOU KNOW ANOT? YOU DUN, YOU JUST CARE ABOUT YOURSELF AND HER. I AM DAMN TIRED. MY LEVEL OF TOLERANCE IS VERY LOW YET I ENDURE THE COLD SHOULDER YOU GIVE ME UNTIL NOW... ITS ENOUGH. I DUN WAIT FOR PEOPLE, MY FRIENDS WILL WAIT FOR ME 2 HOURS, WITHOUT COMPLAINING. I MAKE THE EXCEPTION TO WAIT FOR YOU. YET THIS IS WHAT I GET.YOU WOULD PUSH ALL THE BLAME TO ME, YOU SAY YOU TAKE PHOTO WITH HER IN MY FACE BECOS YOU THOUGHT I WAS TIRED SO YOU LEFT ME OUT. I HAVE TO ACT TIRED TO BEAR THE EMBARSSMENT COS I CANNOT REALLY COMMUNICATE WITH HER. I TOLD YOU BUT YOU KEEP GOING CLOSER, AT THAT MOMENT, DID THINK OF HOW I FELT. YOU SAY I DUN HAVE THE RIGHT TO CONTROL WHO YOU WAN TO MAKE FRIENDS WITH, ITS TRUE. I GAVE YOU YOUR FREEDOM. END UP, GETTING LEFT BEHIND. FOR OUR FRIENDSHIP, YOU GIVE UP ALOT. LIKE I DIDNT? I DID.. I MADE SOMEONE LONELY, AND I AM DAMN SORRY. I COULDNT HANG OUT WITH MY FRIENDS TOO. EVEN IF YOU READ MY BLOG, YOU ALSO DUN CARE. I CRIED BECOS OF THIS, I BET YOU DUN KNOW. YOUR LIFE IS ALL ABOUT HER AND THAT GUY, WAS I EVEN INSIDE? THE ANSWER IS NO.TOUCH YOUR HEART, WHATEVER I SAY IS TRUE. SORRY TO WHOEVER THAT I HAVE HURT. IT WILL NEVER BE LIKE THIS AGAIN. I MAY LOOK STRONG, BUT I AM NOT THAT TYPE. MY FRIEND TOLD ME BEFORE, SHE NEVER CRIRD AFTER HER MUM LEFT HER, COS SHE SAY CRYING DOES NOT HELP, SO BITE YOUR LIPS AND BE STRONG. KEEP MOVING IN YOUR LIFE, TMR WOULD BE BETTER. WHAT SHE HAVE DONE TO ME, THERE IS TOO MANY, UNTIL I AM LOSS FOR WORDS TO WHAT HAS HAPPEN. ITS JUST TOO LATE, WE DUN BELONG TO THE SAME WORLD, JUST AS YOU WISH.